I am not done

I feel all kinds of things,

On all different levels.

How do I explain

What gave me this tremble?

You boil my blood

And fire me up

You kiss me so good,

Oh what a rush.

Adrenaline kicks,

You step on the gas.

The beat of my heart,

...pause and repeat.

Stay

I wrap my arms around you and breathe you in.

Fuck I missed you.

It gets worse every time you leave,

And yet I can’t seem to stop welcoming you back in my life.

As if you never left.

As if you didn’t hurt me.

I never ask you how you are anymore,

It hurts.

I don’t want to know what you do apart from me.

When I can’t hold you.

When I can’t touch you.

I take you in while you are present.

Although it hurts, it’s necessary.

My every thought wishes you’d stay.

Even if just for the night.

I’m sick of letting you go.

Be mine.

An unlikely affair

You go home tonight.

You wonder if you’re doing the right thing.

I’ve made you question,

What do you think?

You touched me there,

I burnt up quick.

My cheeks so red,

You flattered me.

And though it’s sin,

You can’t help yourself.

We both know,

The tension’s there.

An empty room, just you and I.

We crash together with violent impact.

Your hands on me, my lips upon you.

Can’t help myself,

We both know.

I’ve wanted this from long ago.

This affair can’t go on far,

A secret kept sworn on a star.

You wipe my lipstick off your lips,

A grin so wide, you can’t resist.

I walked past the library shelves.

You made it clear, our secret’s there.